sometimes you just gotta slap a fake smile onto your face and soldier on. 

 

Been feeling so angsty recently.. it’s like all the bad news won’t stop coming. I’ve set myself goals for term 2 that I must achieve no matter what. I’ve even deleted the tumblr app on my phone just so that I won’t get sucked into that time vortex. Maybe I should delete my fic links as well… 

I was so sian yesterday that I kept snapping at everybody. I’m sorry shu chian it wasn’t your fault!! i was just feeling very crappy TT 

there’s this dread hanging over me everyday that I can’t get anywhere in the future and I’ll have to settle for some crappy life. Sigh. 

on that note, i shall go back to revising econs. I am determined not to disappoint myself any longer!