I’m selfish and stupid. I’m selfish enough to always want my friends to be there when I need them, to bend over backwards if I want them to, to place me before anyone else in their lives. And I’m stupid enough not to tell my friends that I treasure them so much, that I would literally crumble to the ground if they weren’t there. As much as I like my quiet time, but sometimes the silence gets too deafening and I need someone to fill in the gaps.
the chunk of words just came out of nowhere. This is probably me subconsciously trying to apologize about how crappy a friend I have been, and probably will continue to be this year.